~:.Jaryl MPreg.:~ {Month 1}

It's been a while since I found out I was pregnant with Jayson's baby. I never thought I would wound up like this, but...I'm excited that I'll be a mother.
Jay is doing all he can to prepare for fatherhood. He's really nervous that it's making me worry about him. I think he's pushing himself to far.
He's been doubling no....tripling up on shifts to raise more money for baby supplies & things to get then we find out the gender.
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"Jayson....I think you should go easy on yourself...Don't leave for work...Please..?"
I spoke with worry, sadness, & anxiety. Jayson was leaving again for the 3rd time today. It was almost midnight! Who knows when he'll be back!
"Hun...I need to, it's for our little one.." Jayson spoke to me softly but exhaustedly as he gently massaged my baby bump. I still didn't want him to leave, he looked & sounded exhausted! He couldn't hide it either!

"But...What our little one needs is both parents  with them! You're exhausted & I can see it! Anyone can!" I held his arms softly, but spoke in a firm manner.
"Daryl....I'm sorry. But I have to go. We barely have enough money for ourselves! I don't want my pregnant wife starving & our little one to come into this world only to see us in a cardboard box under a bridge!" Jayson then yanked himself from my frail grasp, leaving the house.

I sighed wondering when my husband will just see that he's pushing himself too far.

I just shook my head, trying to force myself not to cry as I headed up to get ready for bed.
When I was in bed, I couldn't sleep at all. My mind was blaring, only thinking about Jay...
As I kept thinking I slowly drifted off to sleep.

Around 6 o'clock in the morning, Jay came home to find me asleep all peaceful. He slowly smiled, going to shower & get PJs on.

Afterwards, he then laid next to me in our bed, kissing my head, nuzzling my bangs before dozing off immediately.

I opened an eye & then closed it, snuggling into him.

I love Jay very much & I know with or without money, he will be a fantastic father to our unborn child.
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End of Month 1